urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:69_emo_sucks_69 life is good.......until ur secretary gives u herpes. then its awesome!! 69_emo_sucks_69 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:69_emo_sucks_69:3067 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z all i feel is pain. i dread the future, i hate my past and i can't escape the present. i think im going to do it one of these days. just end it all. i just want this pain to go away. can anyone make it stop? doubt it, everything a person says to me trying to cheer me up makes me feel worse. its just a waste of time trying to make me happy. my life is not meant to go on much longer and i think im the one who's gonna have to call it. its gonna be on my terms. i don't know why im even writing this. i know there's nothing all u fuckin lemmings can do for me. except just make me feel worse. fuck it, im done.