Current mood:	drunk
Current music:	fallout boy- sugar we're goin downtown

i'd think of a nice title if i could but i can't
so, i've had about 5 or 6 shots of vodka and i think im drunk. from what i can remember i talked to shae which was really cool. i haven't talked to her in a long time and she's still the same person i hit it off with like a year ago at busch gardenbs. i hope we get to hang out some time soon. but something else happened tonight, something not quite as exciting. lol i sound like such a fag. u know what that means.....time for another shot. alright now that thats done, i finally finished the liz situation. now im standing in the wake of my decision. i don't know if what i did was right but im just fuckin tired of my passive aggressive shit. people would just be like connor im sorry and no matter what they did i'd just accept the apologfy and forget about it. but im god damned fuckein tired of just bein the door mat that people walk on. maybe thats why i was so cold with liz tonight. maybe more than anything i was doing this for myself than the situation with li. if that makes any senbse. maybe i was just trying to finally prove to myself that i can be tough enough to say u know what im tired of the shit and im not gam anymore. but did i choose the right person to make an example to myself out of. i don't know anymore. but i do know that after all the damage i had from liz why the hell should i take her friendship back. because she's spouting off those lines to me like i can't just say no? it sounds like she learned that cliche shit from me. alright i have had too much to drink tro be writing this. im gonna do another shot then wacth saome tv and go to sleep. night all. and please keep in mind that this ain't exactly miyy shining moment so mplease don't judge me by this entry. hahaha that ferret icon looks really hungover