69_emo_sucks_69 (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} 69_emo_sucks_69) wrote,@ 2005-02-15 00:49:00 |
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i hurt someone i love, and i don't think there's anything i can do to fix it
u ever have one of those days where u do something stupid, then to try to make it better u do something ten times as idiotic. i think tonight i've easily done it worse than ever. 20 minutes after we got off the phone i got a clear head and realized just how fucking stupid i was being, funny how ur mind works like that. well, i guess i've permanently fucked it up. the scar i left her tonight will never heal. what the hell is wrong with me.
u ever have one of those days where u do something stupid, then to try to make it better u do something ten times as idiotic. i think tonight i've easily done it worse than ever. 20 minutes after we got off the phone i got a clear head and realized just how fucking stupid i was being, funny how ur mind works like that. well, i guess i've permanently fucked it up. the scar i left her tonight will never heal. what the hell is wrong with me.
