69_emo_sucks_69 ([info]69_emo_sucks_69) wrote,
@ 2005-02-14 16:37:00
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cry for help
all i feel is pain. i dread the future, i hate my past and i can't escape the present. i think im going to do it one of these days. just end it all. i just want this pain to go away. can anyone make it stop? doubt it, everything a person says to me trying to cheer me up makes me feel worse. its just a waste of time trying to make me happy. my life is not meant to go on much longer and i think im the one who's gonna have to call it. its gonna be on my terms. i don't know why im even writing this. i know there's nothing all u fuckin lemmings can do for me. except just make me feel worse. fuck it, im done.

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[info]its_your_girl
2005-02-15 01:42 am UTC (link)
connor simmons
i never ever want to hear you talking like this..
i know it hurts, i do, because im usually there to talk with you about it all but your life is so much more valuable than some of things things that are getting the best of you. If nothing else you are an amazing friend to me, you have no idea & i love you so much.
im always here if you need it.. you know it

<33

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where have you been?
[info]operation_ivy13
2005-02-15 03:53 am UTC (link)
I remember a talk about this. You think i don't understand but I do. The only difference is i didnt want the controversy in my journal. If you want to hang out just call me. The only times i think i didn't feel this way was when i was in a drunken stuper from lexies house to yours

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